Various Projects:
🤍   Share your abundance and change a child's life
🪬   Regenerative jungle community in Costa-Rica ^(hiatus)
🪐   Sci-fi wonderland with over 1m players ^{(from my teens)}

“Total number of minds in the universe is one” -SchrödingerLet's talk: evo-devo, computationalism, ultrarunning, life energy, morphogenetics, waking up.

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Following is a vulnerable share. With the encouragement of dear friends, I'm inviting you into an intimate layer of my personal journal. The universal intelligence orchestrating all of reality doesn't need a public internet pronouncement to weave magic into my life. With that said, I humbly desire that clarity in my own path may serve to encourage others in theirs.
I'm 35 years old. Healing, growth, and visionary journeys over the past decade have stabilized into a life that I love - and desire to share with a very, very special lady. If you might know this person, or even be this person, you know where to find me 😉

Aubrey's Wholemate

- Her heart is open. Wide open.
- Connection to spirit is her North Star. More important to her than anything, including me.
- She is regal & wise. Healing presence. Never competes to outshine others. Her presence is an encouragement for all to shine.
- Trusts me, and herself, enough to explore anything and everything together. Ready for the raw, real, painful conversations and journeys that enable us to heal personal wounds and attune ever more deeply to each other.
- Sees me, my gifts, and my distortions. Ready to offer ourselves to each other as mirrors in service of spiritual growth.
- Holds her own visions of a shared journey through spacetime. A hero’s journey - involving adventure, growth, trials, victories, harmony, beauty, and raising a family together.
- Cultivates deep friendships and tribe.
- Wants to raise children in the context of a loving village rather than as isolated nuclear parents.
- Moves with integrity. Understands the power of the spells she casts with words. Apologizes when her actions cause impact or pain for others, and when she falls short of her inner knowing of self.
- Emotionally intelligent.
- Socially fluent.
- Sensuous.
- Fierce.
- Intellectual.
- Primal.
- Adventurous. Appreciates freedom and minimalism. Down to cross the Pacific on a sailboat, or explore the states from an airstream. Has ideally already established a life where she can travel fluidly and support herself anywhere. If not, I'm here to support and encourage.
- Understands Sovereignty, and has zero interest in being a decoration or trophy. Perfectly capable of taking care of herself. Also… so... ready to soften and open to her higher feminine as I offer her all levels of my masculine. Physical safety & abundance, emotional attunement, grounded wisdom, and a stable container.
- Tenderly and lovingly cares for her vessel.
- Tall and athletic. Less frail sculpture, more Amazonian/Pleiadian goddess. I'm 6'-2", and an ultramarathon runner. Shuffle dancing all night at eye level nourishes my soul.
- Her ideal week includes evening social and intellectual gatherings, jungle ceremonies, and tantric altars.
- Embraces her inner weird. Equally at home in a mosh pit or a mountaintop.
- Cultivates and expresses her creative voice.
- At least 42% as kinky and 24% into entheogens as I am. Most of us understand our sexual palette quite well by our third decade. With an open mind and pure heart, all ages are equally beautiful starting points to glimpse beyond the veil of death, discover our life purpose, or meet our oversoul.
- Experience with, or at least curious about, bisexuality, nonsexual group sensuality, and transphysical sexual energy exchange. Wants to prioritize each other in entwining our lives, hearts, and cultivating a shared romantic garden. Finds this aligned with compersion and attuned, mutually delicious adventures.
- Digs esoterica and metaphysics.
- Blue eyes 🙃